I have this week off from work- THANK YOU SWEET LORD! I desperately need this week to practice for the Norwegians. I am having trouble focusing, and trust me, I really really really need to be focused while I practice for this audition.
I am just plain flustered.
One second I am calmly practicing, and then suddenly I realize I have flown away into some sort of daydream/anxiety.
About an hour ago, while practicing, I realized that I am a complete nut job who can't play the viola and what in the hell do I think I am doing flitting off to NORWAY?!
Five minutes later, I was daydreaming about my future Norwegian boyfriend (Osvald) and all of the blond, downhill skiing babies we will have.
There are millions of variations of this mind game.
I. Am. Flustered.
The good news is that I booked myself a fancy hotel, so at least I can bring Osvald back to a respectable place after my post audition drinking. On second thought, we'll go to his place. I shouldn't sully my fancy hotel with a scoundrel like Osvald. He can be a troublemaker when he drinks.